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Subface

by Canohead

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julitrows I was surprised to hear an "old school nu metal" album coming from "the guy from Holistic Songwriting". But this is a true and honest love letter to the genre, picking all the good parts and making it all sound HUGE, and I effin' love it! I'd recommend the audio commentary for each track in their Youtube channel, it's a great companion to give the album full meaning, complete the circle and make it even better. Favorite track: A Message.
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1.
Intro 01:01
(on phone:) I don't even know what to say about this, I just think it's just so cool, it just feels like you're exploding creatively. It feels like you've been working in an office for the last 10 years and you've suppressed your artistic instincts and now, after 10 years, you're like "you know what, I used to really love making music, I'm gonna make an album" and it feels like you're just like a volcano, you're just erupting with ideas-
2.
This wasn’t made for you (It’s a new start with an old sound) Confiscate my youth (with a warm chord on a blank page) Could’ve just kept it all down but I’d rather be screaming my thoughts at the top of my lungs (we understand you) Shame, on your kind sitting back to enjoy the ride, bringing Shame, on your generation for the love of god get up and Go create Something Beautiful Something True & Good Something that has meaning (meaning) Good Something Beautiful Something True & Good Something that has meaning (meaning) suck it all dry (so miraculously do ya) understatement karma the fuck down (when the wave comes, you be the sand) break, come dig your claws in and sink in your teeth 'fore you're washin' away (we understand you) Blame, your whole kind sitting back to enjoy the ride, bringing Shame, on your generation for the love of god get up and Go create Something Beautiful Something True & Good Something that has meaning (meaning) Good Something Beautiful Something True & Good Something that has meaning (meaning) consuming come take a bite I would rather be eaten than swayed cut the umbilical you’re either the shit you consume or the love you create come take a bow coz there’s nothing else for you my friend yeah there’s nothing else nothing else, nothing else for you my friend Go create Something Beautiful Something True & Good Something that has meaning (meaning) Good Something Beautiful Something True & Good Something that has meaning (meaning)
3.
Moving Back 03:44
Let’s go and put another noose on him And watch the skeleton turn to dust I got a feeling he’s a slow burner Slow burner in the fire Slow burner in the fire Take the fast lane slow, take the fast laned Let’s tale the fast lane slow, let’s take the fast lane One two three, I couldn’t tell you for the Life of me, to mind your own business I Might just be, another victim of so- ci-e-ty, yeah Four, five, six, I fill the pages with my heartstrings slit, like I’m a rookie and if I stay still, then this will all be over soon There must be some way to salvage this Yet we pull back to that same scene When there ain’t nothing that we can say We’re slowly moving back, moving back Let’s beat the sucker to his thoughts and even harder if he’s tryin’ to save himself go set ‚em loose on him set the bloodhounds loose on him set the bloodhounds loose on him One two three, I couldn’t tell you for the Life of me, to mind your own business I Might just be, another victim of so- ci-e-ty, yeah Four, five, six, I fill the pages with my heartstrings slit, like I’m a rookie and if I stay still, then this will all be over soon There must be some way to salvage this Yet we pull back to that same scene When there ain’t nothing that we can say We’re slowly moving back, moving back Soon, they’ll say in his bloom, fade away (coz I ain’t) chasin’ the cameras they might catch a glimpse of me (coz I am) conscious of everything, conscious of everything sane There must be some way to salvage this Yet we pull back to that same scene When there ain’t nothing that we can say We’re slowly moving back, moving back
4.
A Message 03:42
I’m a loser, yet a fighter with a noose wrapped tightly round feelin’ captured, in your photographs an attempt to freeze the sound I don’t need it, I don’t seek it or need you in my life I believe it, a deceiver suckin’ myself dry It’s a message We’ve been cornered We’d been holding on just fine In a courtyard On a tightrope We’d been holding on just fine Whooo, whooo, whooo There’s a soothing, condemnation in the way you slur your words with a light frown, on a forehead scribb-eling on down I don’t need it, I don’t seek it or need you in my life I believe it, a deceiver suckin’ myself dry It’s a message We’ve been cornered We’d been holding on just fine In a courtyard On a tightrope We’d been holding on just fine There’s a fine line running between love and hate and God and Satan If there’s ever such a thing, face it coz lately I’ve been cornering myself in makin myself think that it’s harder than it is just to escape it from made it to overrated to jaded to the end I don’t need it, I don’t seek it or need you in my life I believe it, a deceiver suckin’ myself dry It’s a message We’ve been cornered We’d been holding on just fine In a courtyard On a tightrope We’d been holding on just fine Whooo, whooo, whooo
5.
I’m just so fuckin’ hungry for more just so fuckin’ hungry for more, than this feel I have been stuck in this too long feel I been preparin’ for something big, yeah mmmh. Still so fuckin’ hungry for more And satiation won’t come, to release me Even after all I’ve done I’d rather be with you than be with me, yeah Coz I hit that plateau hard run against the barrier like a stone set on my chest I’m stuck in this, I’m stuck in this stuck in this Couldn’t even look you in the eye no more with so many shots I didn’t take yet all I need was one, one can’t even stand the thought coz where do you go if you stay still? where do you go if you stay still? Coz I hit that plateau hard run against the barrier like a stone set on my chest I’m stuck in this, I’m stuck in this But you got me feeling so faithful coz even if it we find that this is all our life will ever be then I’d be just fine spending it with you perhaps a little blue but I’d be just fine, right alongside you Coz you’re like a light in the darkness making me see that there’s options making me see that just maybe I go bout this all wrong making me see that there’s music making me see that there’s beauty hiding everywhere around and I’ll be just fine I’ll be just fine, yeah I’ll be just fine I’ll be just fine I’ll be just fine yeah, whoa Coz I hit that plateau hard run against the barrier like a stone set on my chest I’m stuck in this, I’m stuck in this I’m stuck in this Stuck in this like a stone set on my chest I’m stuck in this, I’m stuck in this
6.
The Virus 02:26
When you got forced off your star Did you go looking for strangers? Through thicker curtains afar (we’re all set) Red-eyed from the water Watch you drown Go put your head in the sink Did you get bored of me so quick? These wrists are slit by design (we’re all) get set Red-eyed from the water Watch you drown Catch fire, deep inside me As I come Interject the sex into the violence come alive with a needle in my eye overdose on vinyl straight from the wire Watch the virus implanting in her eye Watch the virus implanting in her eye (x4) Red-eyed from the water Watch you drown Catch fire, deep inside me As I come
7.
The Map 03:42
And I Contemplate my being Karma and believing Constructs of my mind, mind A map Laid out for solutions Not for resolution Devil’s in the details, in the details, oooh Brought up in the middle of millennial delusion Caught up with the latest trends of modern mass confusion yet? Divvy up your style, divvy up your life Take a breath or you’ll be running out of it Blame it all on gender A confession of surrender, To shout to make them listen in To practice hate not discipline Listen, I think we all want the same thing To be a good person and to break all the barriers The various stereotypes, the hatred’s gotta go But if we stop with the listening this bomb is gonna blow (it’s gonna blow) The very moment that we arrive at the conclusion that the life we are born in is not fair Then that’s where we start assuming that out there’s another human tryin’a steal the things that we’ve come to hold dear But nothings gonna change with you sitting there and nothing’s gonna change with you spitting at Everyone and everything you think is out to get you Noone’s gonna bother if you dare em not to let you Just be reasonable and play the cards you’re dealt Don’t accuse someone of cheating when your losing cause you failed And I’m not talking about those that truly suffer That are willing to sit down and talk it out like brothers This is about the kind that’s choosing not to listen, not to think about the lessons we have learned from our history Violence breeds violence and kindness breeds kindness Socrates died to hold a mirror to society, and silently accepted his fate in wise sobriety Can we get a holler for the people seeking silences Coz whether faith or sciences the day we form alliances we choose a side to fight against and die for our fucking sin Brought up in the middle of millennial delusion Caught up with the latest trends of modern mass confusion yet? Divvy up your style, divvy up your life Take a breath or you’ll be running out of it Take a breath or you’ll be running out of it Brought up in the middle of millennial delusion (Where is that self in you?) Caught up with the latest trends of modern mass confusion yet? (Where is that self in you?) Divvy up your style, divvy up your life (Where is that self in you?) Take a breath or you’ll be running out of it Brought up in the middle of millennial delusion Caught up with the latest trends of modern mass confusion yet? Divvy up your style, divvy up your life Take a breath or you’ll be running out of it
8.
Been too long since I played my guitar just for the fuck of it (just for the fuck of it ) And It’s been too long since I had a tune stuck in my head, just cause I like it And Confidence is A red line that I just can’t cross Buried alive, I’m Confident-tial Stuck between the lines I taught (yeah) Because I’m not really good not really good I’m nowhere near I could’ve been I’m not really good not really good I’m nowhere near that place Been too long since I stood on a stage and felt like a star (and felt like a star) Been too long since I went down the hole a little far, far, far And Confidence is A red line that I just can’t cross Buried alive, I’m Confident-tial Stuck between the lines I taught Because I’m not really good not really good I’m nowhere near I could’ve been I’m not really good not really good I’m nowhere near that place So I don’t fight it I just surrender To higher powers (that I don’t believe in, don’t believe in) But I do believe in music (yeah, what’s up with right now) But I do believe in That I’m not really good not really good I’m nowhere near I could’ve been I’m not really good (not really good) not really good (not really good) I’m nowhere near that place
9.
Care 03:20
The #1 question that matters: if you wanna spread your wings you’ll need feathers if you wanna climb a mountain you’ll need us if you wanna take a bite, come and feed us First, like a fetus, just like a Venus flytrap, a type of parasite, and you’re stuck with it, outta luck with it, come and fuck with it, luck isn’t gonna get you there in a minute (in a minute) Show me what you got, boy, cause there’s a million things out there I’d rather watch and enjoy Than this crap you’re putting out (crap you’re putting out) call me back when you’re desperate and ready for a crowd. take your clothes off, cut that skin of yours, and if you don’t have it in you I’ll go back to porn. That’s your competition, that’s the status quo, get back to me when you’re ready for a show, girl Can I make you care? (Oh) Can I make you care? (Yeah) Can I make you care? (Why) Can I make you care? (No) Fast track, before you get in on the last step With a broke back and a fat stack Down, with a bank account empty now, coz you saved shit for the sound And I don’t care if you are faster or louder or better, whatever scales you mastered Fuck all that, gimme all you got and I might listen But no, you wanna fail and fucking blame it on the system? (What?) Get over yourself, get some humility Find enjoyment playing for an audience of three And greedily feeding your inner demons akin to begin again and continue to be your own worst enemy Got it mixed up, this isn’t about you or your six string, this isn’t about picking a lip stick or which dick to suck to turn luck in your favor coz that’s all that you got Can I make you care? (Oh) Can I make you care? (Yeah) Can I make you care? (Why) Can I make you care? (No) You can’t get it anonymously And you won’t get it for sympathy You won’t get it for anomalies Coz all I want is already inside of me You can’t get it anonymously (no) And you won’t get it for sympathy (no) You won’t get it for anomalies (no) Coz all I want is already inside of me Can I make you care? (x5) The #1 question that matters if you wanna spread your wings you’ll need feathers if you wanna climb a mountain you’ll need us if you wanna take a bite, come and feed us come and feed us, come and feed us, get the fuck over yourself, come and feed us come and feed us, come and feed us, if you wanna take a bite, come and feed us first
10.
Silence 01:46
Where is the shit that fucking rocks (whoo) That blew my brains out, kept me in the safe zone Rock That kept me fighting One in a million saved by the silence Rock Where is my jam at? Where is the shit that I could you could be so fucking mad at? Rock We keep on fighting One in a million saved by the silence Am I the only who gets these motherfuckers take a gun to school to point at every bully ever to fuck with them? Ever to kick your ass and piss all over your satchel, ever to pants you, or diss you, in front of your crush or class and That’s that. You’d be a psycho not to crack up, not to grab a Glock and shove it up some assholes’ asshole. I couldn’t get a gun. Maybe that’s the only reason that I didn’t do it, didn’t let it all go that far I’m gettin’ it now, I’m happier now, I’m letting it out, straight from the mouth of the victim Let it be heard that I’m a victim, I wish it was different, wish I was with the, other guys at school that lived a life of fulfillment, that played the part of the villain, that I considered killing, in many minutes of willingly menacing imagining, I am a product of environment, that doesn’t make me innocent. Uh Different life now. It took a while but I feel better bout myself now, learned how to give myself what others wouldn’t, learned that everything is pain, but it’s easier if you don’t, give in / to the / hate and / find a / way to / go create / I think I / wouldn’t have survived a single day without it, day without it Where is the shit that fucking rocks (whoo) That blew my brains out, kept me in the safe zone Rock That kept me fighting One in a million saved by the silence Rock Where is my jam at? Where is the shit that I could you could be so fucking mad at? Rock We keep on fighting One in a million saved by the silence
11.
No One Else 04:03
Something bout the way this all came crashing at my feet Such a shame it’s when I’m most myself and drama’s in the past tense That’s the, fuckin issue, with the artistry today No one, wants the normal, when there’s clinically insane sane, sane There was a time when I had more to say had more to say, knew not how But what’s the use for stories you can tell that you can tell to no one So suck it up inside and wait for it to die to die on everyone, for them to note you’re gone Coz what’s the use for stories you can tell that you can tell to no one else there’s no one else Shed that skin a while ago, but still find the remains find it crusted underneath my finger nails or flaking on a mattress Stuck with my own mind, I cycle downwards into pain What’s with all the pressure, when you’re self-absorbed and vain vain, vain There was a time when I had more to say had more to say, knew not how But what’s the use for stories you can tell that you can tell to no one So suck it up inside and wait for it to die to die on everyone, for them to note you’re gone Coz what’s the use for stories you can tell that you can tell to No one else, there’s No one else, there’s no one No one else, there’s no one No one else, there’s no one No one else (x4)
12.
Another Pill 05:40
Eyeshadow sun Come and bring me warmth As I lay alone On the bathroom floor Won’t find no mercy at your feet But I’m hoping still for an afterglow keep on coming back here I ain’t die alone here ready got the roses picked out grab a shovel come dig me out keep on coming back here I ain’t die alone here, no ready got the roses picked out go and grab a shovel You’re just Just another pill Just another pill Just another pill to me, yeah Just another girl Just another cigarette Just another episode Just another high on my way Bleached at the knees from the fall Linger on, my eyes set to the floor Nursing my bruises, talking of deadlines Chemical blues in my veins, (glow) keep on coming back here (glow) I ain’t die alone here (glow) ready got the roses picked out (glow) grab a shovel come dig me out (glow) keep on coming back here (glow) I ain’t die alone here, no (glow) ready got the roses picked out (glow) go and grab a shovel You’re just Just another pill Just another pill Just another pill to me, yeah Just another girl Just another cigarette Just another episode Just another high on my way Made a promise to myself That I’d never cry about a girl like you And then I did A promise on my pride Something undoubtedly astray in my mind My mind I took a wrong sidestep Wish you’d told me right then Where we stand, where it ends with you Now I’m stuck on mind games Blame it on you, blame it on you yeah you You’re just Just another pill (just another pill) Just another pill (just another pill) Just another pill to me, yeah Just another girl (just, just another girl) Just another cigarette Just another episode Just another high on my way Just another high on my way Just another high on my way Just another high on my way Just another high keep on coming back here (just another pill) I ain’t die alone here (just another pill) ready got the roses picked out (just another pill to me) grab a shovel come dig me out keep on coming back here (just another pill) I ain’t die alone here (just another pill) ready got the roses picked out (just another pill to me) go and grab a shovel

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What happens beneath the surface? What drives our motivations, decisions and flaws? What unites us as animals and differentiates us as humans? Subface is a deep psychological dive into the early 21st century and the people that grew up in it. It explores how the internet has changed us, how we find meaning in a world of never ending distraction and how we're trying to stay true to ourselves in the middle of it.

Canohead is the private side of songwriting coach Friedemann Findeisen, known for his books “The Addiction Formula”, “The Tracking Journal” and one of the biggest songwriting YouTube channels in the world, “Holistic Songwriting”. The album marks his first self-driven release, and a creative break from the formulas and techniques he teaches at his day job.

After 10+ years of only writing for other artists, Friedemann’s head was filled to the brim with ideas for his own project, and he describes the writing process as a “creative rage - once I opened the gates, it all came bursting out, like a volcano” - which is where the name Canohead comes from.

“Been too long since I played my guitar just for the fuck of it
And It’s been too long since I had a tune stuck in my head just cause I like it”
(excerpt from Not Really Good)

“When you write for other artists, you get used to sharing your music mid-process, and getting feedback all the time. For [Subface], I wanted to figure out who I was, what I had to say, so I wrote the entirety of the record in isolation - not even my wife had heard the record when I sent it off for mixing. It is what it is - everything you hear on the record is me, for better or for worse. This is where I am in my life right now, the shit I think about, the things I’ve learned.”

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released March 3, 2020

music & lyrics, guitar, bass, vocals, recordings by friedemann findeisen
drums, recording by marco meyer
mixed by charlie berezansky
mastered by glenn schick
artwork by bahador fatemi

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